lovestruck zombie

the sound of radio silence keeps me awake at night
all static membranes and deficient flesh
thick-skulled drooling while you light your cigarette and continue this bullshit drawl about nothing at all (everything)
and you'll see my shit-for-brains, shit-eating grin and my 'soulful' cataract eyes
and your blank expression will make me wanna grab fistfulls of you and go back for seconds and thirds
and we don't have to do anything -
we can sit right here in this highway ditch
keep your calloused hands, dirty feet
tear me open, examine my falling-apart-at-the-seams heart as it speeds up
2 blunts, 5 lines, 7 years of sleep, and 0 train of thought
you're all i need

06/09/23
- ch.rlie