somebody put me out of my misery
i'm back again - haiii,, i'm very lucky this is a short roadtrip. we're back on the road again today (minus a few stops to certain giant industrial one-stop-shop stores) and i am miserable. i forgot my medication at home, which is a horrendous enough predicament on its own. however, no meds = insomnia; i did not sleep at all last night. paranoia sucks. no sleep aids, no legally-prescribed amphetamines, i am a mess.
i'm supposed to be "quitting" energy drink consumption but i feel like today is an exception. dude, lack of sleep makes everything feel like a liminal space and i'm so incredibly drowsy.
it's around 11AM at the time of writing this, but i'll probably officially post it later. too tired to do all the coding work of linking every blog post back to itself X_x... in the meantime, i'm gonna attempt to take a car-nap.
au revoir websurfers and friends
- ch.rlie

ur favourite web-fag is back! (god that sounds cringe X_X)
aauagghello! i haven't written a blog in a while - sorry for going radio silent for a week or so (O_O;) skool has been absolutely KICKINg my ass, and i've also been working on an assignment in which i have to write a short story. i ADDOOOORE creative writing tho,, :3
anyway, i got a LOTTA updates to make to the site, i have huge plans. as much as i'm proud of this online-shithole i've made, i know it could be waaay better. probably gonna start with custom sidebars + a better font - that'd be neat!
in other news, i'm currently in some shitty hotel room. roadtrip fun !! it's nice to get outta town every once in a while (especially when ur hometown is the bellybutton of [insert location here].
i don't have much else to say, really.,. see u around !!
- ch.rlie

whimsical evening everypony,
holy shit i'm feeling so ABSOLUTELY BALLSy 2day god, i dunno what it is but it'z been WEIRD. i had an odd dream last night, i'm anxious out of nowhere and refuse to check my messages, and i'm suddenly very unhappy with my art (it's been fuckin UGLY ). despite all that, i did manage to fix the site's layout today (it looked like ass on every screen except for the 2020 chromebook toaster thing that i use).
honestly, i feel like i've been losing my creative outlets if that'z even possible - can't drum, can't write, can't draw, nuthin. it's pissing me off bro. maybe it's just the change in seasons or smth. don't wna turn this into a one-sided venting circle, tho, so let's move on,,,
i'm no longer illness ridden!! huzzah huzzah my cold lasted for like 3 days yaaay !!! still didn't do much aside from coding 2day, tho oh well, i'm hoping i can do more by the end of this weekend.
c u around !

- ch.rlie

i survived! hi internet surfers whomst have had the misfortune of catchting the wrong wave!
sincerest apologies for not posting on the ACTUAL date of halloween - i went out with a group of my friends last night and ended up conking as soon as i got back X_x anywho, halloweener was fun and i got to dress super clownish with no reprocussions. the unfortunate side is i've now contracted some sort of cold. fuck. BUUT i dont have 2 go to skool, so that's a plus (no it's not, i'm gunna be SO behind in lessons.)
in other newz, i'm hoping 2 post the first music chart sometime this week,, i just don't know which songs to add. UGhgg. speaking of songs though, november is official eliott smith listening month (in my brain) so i'll likely be absorbing his music.
not sure what else 2 say...

- ch.rlie

hi! i guess this is a bit of an introduction, but there's already a buncha shit on the about me page.
i guess this project has been almost a month and the running (and trust me, it'll keep running) and i'm just about ready to finally open the index page (hopefully tomorrow, i'd like that). i find it kinda bonkers that i haven't dropped this whole thing already i really do hope i keep sustaining this site for a while, as it's honestly given me a lot of comfort and purpose over these past few weeks. i like having things 2 do...
i don't have much else to say - sorry for the short entry... i can assure u there will be much more to come.

- ch.rlie